Monthly Archives: September 2011

All or nothing

There is no end to this search before it ends. There is no real contentment, no real happiness, no rest, not any real rest anyway. I think this is true for all people even though they might not be conscious … Continue reading

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Something special or just something?

Some time ago, maybe 2 months, I thought I had found the fountain of inspiration. I felt as if I was standing right next to it waiting for things to pop up to it’s surface so I could catch them. … Continue reading

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Lack of motivation

The last two weeks have been very uninspiring and I have been feeling down quite a bit. Things that I have done seemed useless and not worth any effort. Today I feel more “on my feet” again and decided to … Continue reading

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Trusting myself

Lately my motivation to put out effort has been lower and is still getting lower. A part of the reason is that a lot of the things I have, until now, tried out seem powerless. It seems as if all … Continue reading

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